~TaKe CaRe@NeW LiFe~

i changed job since last month.....

better environment & remuneration

wish me good good luck~~~

my company even provide me a company vehicle~

well~ no more reason for not driving = =

have to drive even i m scare...........

so~~~ yeon oh yeon~ pls do take care of urself~~~

recently~~~

feel super tired....

feel like i juz wanna sit there, be lazy, n juz hanging

yet tats only a silly daydream~

i muz b too stressed....

so again~ yeon yeon~~~ muz take care~~~

my dear~~~

u went for vacation~~~

n today is the 1st day u left~

n i already missing u like crazy~~~

do u noe??

recently there are so much songs tat is so sweet~

they make me feel like wanna marry u~

hehe~~~

guess wat~

if u really do sing these songs to me~

i might juz say i do~~~ ^v^

i love u~~~

so pls take good care of me~~~ ^*^

~hOLidAY mO0d v.S WorKIng M0od~

this september is full with holidays~

make me really not in the mood for working

ahaha~

khoon n neng gor birthday tis month

we all celebrating it together by having BBQ

we went crazy tat night having beer and chit chating

we had fun till late night so i got to stay 1 night at my cousin place

its been a while since i got to sleep so late/early which is 3/4 am....

haha~

me n my family went back to ipoh when hari raya

sleeping n eating days again~

ahaha~

grandmum seems to be very happy to see us come back

she muz b lonely......

i m so broke lo tis month

paying bills for other ppl is really a bad idea

ahaha

broke until i nid to "kill" my piggy bank....

lolx~ lucky my piggy very sang sing.....

hahaha~~~

bro quit his job dy

i wonder y

but he never wanna talk

then my parents kind of kek sam

haiz

so many problems come out suddenly

the mood all turn grey

juz wait him to settle his own shit himself la

~wOrK & fUn~

i started to work in an audit firm this august

its quite challenging as i need to take care of the secretary job fully started next month since i do not know how to do the job n my senior is leaving end of this month (>~<)

so charm lo

and still at the same time i need to do audit & tax also

really omg

but lucky now just pass the peak season

if not...... i should b dying~ hahaha~

hope that i could handle all without big mistake lor~~~

anyway..... i really should work harder.....

n for the fun part~

i went to clubbing last night with SJ n her frenz at zouk

special thx to SJ for inviting me to go along n oso guys who paid~ hehe~

its been a while since i went club i think......

i got to release my stress~ hoho~

i think i scared SJ's frenz le~

ahaha~

but i enjoyed~ ^v^

then when go to yum cha

they all say i m enjoyed~ hehe~

they should c how me club with Ashley them~

ahahaha~~~~

i done something crazy last night

i wonder y i did that..... which i normally wont have done like tat....

so i guess i should leave it in the dance floor~

what past is past~

please come back to real world now~

~day@night~

recently~

my life is totally messed up coz

~~~~~~the FIFA Wolrd Cup~~~~~~

while it come to the final 8 team~

i juz cant stop myself to watch the match even its midnight~

i love Germany~!

but too bad they did not got to the final match for the World Cup~

well~ at least they got into top 4~ hehe~

and the best part is to watch those handsome guys~

wahahaha~ so~

because of i always stay up too late at night,

i become to always go into sleep when its bright n early~

n then~

i will wake up only at afternoon.... XP

kind of dai sei~

well~ who cares~ ^v^

since i m still jobless right now~

i guess i will juz continue to enjoy this kind of "freedom"~

to sleep whenever i want~ wahaha~

but i really hope tat i can got a job soon~

coz i m BROKE!!!! >_<

so i should keep praying.... i guess.....

haha~

~失落~

突然

我发现一件事

那就是你已经把我从你得friendlist里面delete了

哈~

我的反应？

除了错愕，还有一些生气，和无奈

我自问没有权力过问你的一切行动

可是真得有必要吗？

真得觉得很难理解你了

也许给你这不是一件什么大不了的事情

但是

对于我来说

这个行动=绝交

想要与我断绝所有关系的意思

我~只有让我忍无可忍的人

我才会对他做这种事

没有去质问过你这件事

反正你也不一定会给我答案

也许是连个反应都得不到也说不定~

自讨没趣的事

我才不干

拿自己的热脸去贴你的冷屁股

我自问也高攀不起~

无疑

我的确是很不爽

我开始怀疑

我是不是这么让人讨厌了？

虽然我是不在乎别人对我的看法

但是你我毕竟曾经那么熟悉，那么要好

我毕竟在乎着我们之间的情分

可是你已经如此表现

实在让我心酸，心寒

惊叹人心的变幻

现在才知道

你曾经认识的人

无论你以前对他有多么的了解

一旦对方的心思观念一转变

你甚至不会知道他已经有所改变

直到

伤害的出现

别以为世界上有不变的真心

掏心自问

我以尽自己最大的努力

试着挽回我们的友情

可是都被你冷漠的溅踩在地上

事到如今

我无需为你低声下气

我没有必要放低尊严

你对我做的事情

已经让我的心冷了

已经对你不再有任何期望

日后

你我再不相识

就算遇见了

你我也不过是个被彼此遗忘的路人罢了

i m back ~(^0^)~

long time din come back jor
last month~
i m bz on working wif sharon
sharon is opening gift shop at ipoh, lost world of tambun
so she ask me to go n help~
so i follow her go to ipoh to work for 3 weeks
as we r juz starting the new shop
so we need to set up all the things there
the stands, all the price tag for the goods
we took 1 week to set up the shop
then start the business
the other 2 weeks
we keep on display more n more goods
the management there r very kepoh 1 lor
keep on complain on our things
tis 1 cant b sell here, tat 1 oso cant b sell here
due to we r renting their place
so we have to obey their rules
in the end we got no choice but to keep back all the things tat they do not allow us to sell
during the 3 weeks
i got the chance to play there oso
hehe~
the comment is
the facilities r not bad lor~
the best thing bout tat place is the view, the mountain, the environment
all the green colours surrounding the themepark
the feeling is damn good~
hahaha~
they got hotspring, all the water slide, petting zoo n tiger ville
they oso got other activities like jungle tracking n adventure in the cave
if u enjoyed urselg there, then it can b a very nice experience~
as i m working there
we stay at the apartment rented nearby the theme park
there is a swimming pool there
n there is no ppl using it in the morning
hehe~
so i go to swim in the morning n own the pool~~~ wahaha~
but oni in the morning~ well~ tats great enough for me~ hehe~

after tat 3 weeks
i finally came back to kl~
home sweet home~
my mum say i got darker
haha~
i tot she will say i become slimmer
oh well~ i ate so much at ipoh~
did not grew fat is good enough already~
there r so much tasty food at ipoh~~~~ ^0^
love the food there~~~

then now i m home
searching for a full time office job
i went for a few interview
and then they all ask me to wait~
so i m waiting~ waiting~ n waiting~
well~ i guess i need more interview~ ahaha~

~mother day + kai ma birthday~

last sunday
we celebrate mother day n kai ma birthday at see eng there
coz as all of us wanna treat our mums dinner at tat night
so we decided to throw a simple party for all the mums
n we oso wanna celebrate kai ma birthday as her big day is coming soon....
me, sis n bro decided to give kai ma a hand bag as a present~

at the party
the kids r the most excited 1~
tha food tat night is very nice~
thx to our beloved see eng's mum~
(its mother day but still nid someone's mum to cook~ XD)
we have 2 cake tat night
blueberries cake for all the mums~
we have 5 mummys tat night~
then another 1 which is pandan layer is for our single pretty kai ma~
as she is single~ pandan layer which not so sweet is more suitable to her~
haha~ tats juz wat i tot~
once the candle was blow~
the kids r the 1 to get the cake 1st
so weird~ it should b the birthday gal n mums get it 1st~
but well~ the kids dun care~
tats y they r called kids..... ^^
anyway~ the mums sure let the kids have it 1st~
haha~ tats is oso y they r mums~

its mother day
but i din prepare any present for my mum....
y? i dun noe~ i cant find things tat i can buy for her~
i guess i m not a gud gal.....
she dun like jewelry
coz she din get to wear it
coz she din go out often
coz she is a baby sitter
she likes new cloths
but she din get many chance to wear it
to go shopping
to go out n have fun~
i always thinking~
i noe wat she likes~
she love travelling
but our financial position cant allow tat
so i have a dream~
i will bring her to travel hwne i afford to do so~
i will make sure tat i will make tis dream com true~
so forgive me now~ i love u mum~ always~ muacks~~~~~~~