~a "lost" week~

after the exam

i still go to work everyday~

then benny suddenly called me

ask me to work as promoter for the weekend
but i din take it

coz i tot i still nid to stick to the shop

RM160 gone like tat

i dun even have any pay for the current job

><

coz a promise n the friendship

well....

wat to do?

a promise is a promise

actually i din feel like lost anything when i reject him

i still feel tat i enjoy it now.....

then the next day

its wed

L&M tell me no nid to come anymore jor ><

haiz....

then i feel so paiseh to ask back benny for the job....

at the end

i turn out to become the gal sitting at home whole day again

n i really lost the RM160 jor.... for me to sit at home nia ><



thu

me, kerk, n chee mei go to sing k at green box

we r going to met each other at green box there

i din manage to have my breakfast tat day

so i went to buy the zhang yu wan

n bring it into greenbox to eat

haha~

three of us share share lo

each of us get 1~

then after we eat we leave the box on the table

then the staff there found out~

so we get a little lecturing from them

then they took away the box~

haha~

3 of us oso din eat breakfast

so we all keep on eat the snack n drinks

whole day oni eat snack nia

already feel very full when come out from there

we have a very ice singing session there~

we all sing the old song

the feeling is really nice

kerk n me oso make the song very yum~ haha~

then after tat

we go for a little shopping downstair

we juz simply go into any shop n look at the product then leave

haha~

feel like we juz wanna kacau nia

then finally HL come to met us after his work

each of us bought something in a shop

i forgot the name jor

all i noe is the product is all from japan n everything is RM5 nia

then we have our dinner at kim gary~

we chat a lot since we long time din gather like tis dy

we r planning to go for clubbing next week

well.... everything is still in planning~

then we all go home~

i m the last 1 who reach home~

haha~

no choice

i m coming from far far away~



fri

another driving lesson today

uncle let me drive to the learning place

i nid to go through 4 traffic lights.....

= =

i m so lausy

sei fo 2 times at the same traffic light....

somemore kena a guy horn me ><

so charm....

then finally i reach the learning place

today learn side parking

oso keep sei fo leh~

haha~

then knock down the stick 2 times

haiz....

tis time charm jor......

then when drive home
uncle keep say me drive too fast jor

hmmmmm.... 40km/h very fast hor?

may b really fast for the beginner

haha~

then at night

yum cha wif tkp n kc

then~

whole night chit chat nonsense again~

ahaha~

so there it goes my friday



sat~ which is today~

nothing much happen for today

ying hui come to stay at my place again~

so i whole day play wif her

then we took nap together

at night

my cousin is having a birthday party

so we have a little fun there~ took pic~

then i went out to 1u playing pool again

chat a lot wif my dear bobo~

looking forward to meet her again~

she say she will come join us to club if its possible~

hoho~

happy happy~

hope tat we could have fun next week~ ^^


currently i m very free~

coz i have no job n important things to do~

hmmmm~

feeling lost again~

nervous n uncertain for the kind job to look for

well.....

may b i should focus on my driving license 1st~

tats wat HL told me~

he say after work no mood n time to take the test oso~

so.....

may b i should focus on tis 1....

~忙碌的日子~

刚刚过的这个星期还蛮充实的
每天都有去店里帮忙~
午餐都是老板包的
给我钱自己出去吃~
结果我跑到去麦当劳吃~
哈哈~
隔了两条街也要跑过去哦~
真贪吃~
没办法~
附近就只有mamak和一间餐室
迟一点去杂饭都没有菜了~
唯有走远一点咯~
但也不能天天吃~
很胖~
============================
星期三那天做半天~
然后下午去学车~
这次就惨了
因为精神不集中
加上我没有注意
天气又热
死活了很多次一下~
哈哈~
学上山~
然后自己驾回来~
吓死我~
下车了才感觉到自己的心跳~
哈哈~
很逊~
============================
然后星期四和星期五~
集中精神读书~
星期四在图书馆里面呆了一整天
bc也在
原本以为只是我们两个
哪里知道越来越多人
yifu也来了
最后heng也到了
干脆我们要了一间diccussion room
一整天都在讨论hedging
我都听不懂他们在说什么 = =
因为我才刚开始读
好惨啊
读了很久还是看不懂
更别说会不会做了
我们都有带糖果进去哦~
只有yifu和bc比较过分
一个带了rocky进来
另一个直接带面包进来~ = =
结果我们都在偷吃的时候
一位工作人员在巡视
yifu直接把他那个rocky丢到地上去~
哈哈~
我们还要忍着到那个人走了才敢笑
一打瞌睡的时候大家都找糖果吃
提神啊~
结果很快吃完~
得到的结论是明天要带多一点来~
哈哈~
这天爸爸没有做工
他特地载我去图书馆的说
然后回家的时候没办法
只好自己搭车
从早上9am++就在图书馆里面到6pm++
搭车的时候没有精神了
一直睡觉
结果都过了家的车站
只好下车自己走路回去了
回去了还不是很甘愿
继续读hedging到接近早上五点
结果还是不会
显。。。
==============================
星期五
一样九点早上就到图书馆了
然后到了中午的时候
就去了hy家
和ashley,hy 一起继续读书
大家都很拼
我自己的压力很大
当问题看了几次还是不会的时候我的眼泪几度都快流出来了
因为这是最后一个
唯一一个resit
如果不及格的话就要明年才能重考
而且真得不能和大家一起毕业了
我要和大家一起参加毕业典礼啦
如果明年才毕业的话真得没有意思了
所以压力真得很大
我们都分秒逼真地在攻读认为重要的部分
结果我们一起读到半夜
我从两点去休息到五点
然后就继续冲刺到考试
=====================================
今天~
就是决定性的日子
一进去考场
看了考题
心情就不是那么好了
因为有一题和exercise完全一样
可是就是我最不懂得hedging
每个问题我都会一半不会一半
我很尽力的回答每一个问题
在theory 部分尽量写我会的东西下去
在计算部分尽量做会的
真得很期望我自己能pass这科
如果我做了那么多还是不及格的话
我真得不知道我会又怎么样的反应
哈哈~
不过都考了出来了
接下来也只能等成绩了
然后我就回去hy家
睡觉~
到傍晚才跟爸爸的车回家~
几天没有上网了~
今天的我解放了~
自由了~^^
yipee~~~~~~~~~

~wat a job~

well~
last time i said i lose my job
then now i get another job~
L&M is opening a shop near by my place
they nid ppl who they can trust to handle the cash
so they ask me to help~
ok~
help mah~
i say i will charge~
they say okok~
then i cant say dun wan work jor lo~
so~
yesterday~
the grand opening of tat shop~
i went to help~
after i reached
both of them went out to get the remaining stock
left me n 2 malay gals in the shop
whole day
my job is to wrap the teddy bears n to arrange the watch~
i must say~
it seems simple~
yup~ its simple job but quite time consuming~
lets talk bout the watch~
i nid to fill in 3 counters~
full wif watch~~~~~~~~~
hmmmmm~~~~~~~
yesterday n today~
i juz manage to fill in 1 n a half counter~
too much watch~
then nid to b the cashier oso~
L&M oni come back around 7pm
bring in 24 boxes of stock~ = =
then~
after whole days of hard working~
i still play games till 2am++ oni go to sleep~
ahahah~~~~~
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
then today~
my job is to tag the price all the toys~
arrange them~ arrange the sunglassess~
then come back to the watch job again~ ><
for a while the 'boss' all go behind dun noe do wat~
i guard the cashier again~
1 of the malay gal din come for work today~
L&M tell me she quit~
coz she wan go work at 7-11 = =
i wonder izzit better at tat side~
they oso told me tat these 2 gals owes got excuses to come in late
or to go out~ or watever~
hmmm~ its seems like i m the gud gal there~
haha~
there is a CC beside us~
the other side is the car repairing shop~
quite noisy for the noise from car engine~ = =
hmmm~ lets talk bout the shop~
it got sell a lot of things~
stuff toys, pillow, slipper, gals assesseries, watch, cap, cosmetic, bags, stationery......
n a lots more~
its kind like a gift shop~
but oso feels like a mart~
haha~
the price is really quite affordable~
hehe~ i m thinking when to buy the things tat i spoted~
the bags, n lot of other things~ ><
wish they pay me enuf salary to buy all the things there~
ahahahaha~ ^^

~工作@kacau~

今天呢~

d让我到jusco去找他吃饭

因为他这个星期在那里工作

因为没有东西做的关系~

前一晚我4am++才睡觉

所以快12pm的时候我才起身

去到刚好吃午饭的时间

呵呵~

一进去

只看到很多人

我吓倒了

还以为自己忘记了今天是什么日子

后来才知道今天是j-card day

人潮多到。。。

d很忙一下

很迟才能出来吃饭

结果就和他的同事一起吃午餐

因为d说过邀请我吃午饭

他就硬硬把钱塞给我 = =

想推都推不了~

他直接塞进我包包里了

算了~

早知道叫贵一点的东西吃咯

哈哈~

然后就去他卖的东西那边捣蛋一下

哈哈~

以前我自己也在那边part time啊

就一直去找那些aunty聊天

kacau他们做工~

不过我也很得空~

就顺便帮他们推销~

哈哈~

就这样跑来跑去

东边聊完了到西边

然后又回去中间

和大家都相处融洽的说~

我之前作的那个公司也有人在哦

不过是上司级的

哈哈~

就不敢打扰了~

这样子一直跑来跑去~

也能溜达到5pm++ = =

d还叫我留到他收工。。。。

真的是汗死了

他10pm++才收工

我就说我陪他站那么久的话

他也该付我工钱了

哈哈~

他当然说好咯 = =

说大话一流~

他问我要做工吗？

我说你都知道的啦

我的价钱对你们来说很高一下

哈哈~

他就笑笑说就是啊

我的价钱还吓倒了他的老板呢~

干脆把我娶过去

他就省很多了

除了帮他卖东西还能当私人的会计师帮他处理私人帐目 = =

真是快翻白眼了

比我还会算咯

哈哈~

真是个可爱的男生~

他说他加入了这个新公司很忙

而且这个project又是他的

据说会忙到六月

南下北上~

甚至还要去新加坡

恩~看不出来~

他以前还是傻傻的样子

小跟班一样的跟着某人~

现在也过的还不错的样子哦~

真心希望他顺顺利利的~

以后会更成功~ ^^

~if i never knew u~

if i never knew u~

i wont b the person i m right now~

we been through something together~

we went through it~

we stick together~

but at the end~

when there should b the best part of our life~

y r we still apart?

***********************************

if i never knew u~

if i never taste tis love~

i wont have to b pretending i m fine~

when i saw u there~

but i cant b close to u~

cant even speak to u~

cant even think of tat~

coz it make me feel sad~

*************************************

if i never knew u~

if i never held u~

i wont b missing the temperature of ur body~

cant touch ur face~

cant c through ur eyes~

to c me is inside there~

*******************************

if i never knew u~

i wont noe how precious life could b~

i wont noe how nice is the feeling to b loved by u~

i wont noe tat how hard is to b apart~

i wont noe tat i been blessed to b wif u~

***********************************

if oni i never knew u~

**********************************

i hope tat i will always b wif u~

forever~~~~~~~~

~all about this week~

the last sunday~

its ching ming~

so me n family went to sao mu at kuala selangor~

its our great grandparent tomb~

the night b4 tat

i oni went to sleep at 4am

then i nid to wake up at 6am~

so overall i juz have a nap of 2 hours then i start my new day again~

i wear a grey pant n a black t-shirt

but immediately i got scold by my mum~

she ask me to change my pants coz its grey, it will easily get dirty~

then she oso ask me to change my t-shirt

coz its black~ = =

i dun really understand y i cant wear black~

anyway~ i still have to change my whole dress up~

so in the end i got myself change into a black pants n a white t-shirt~

then we went to eat dim sum~

2 of my uncle came n meet us at the restaurant there~

then oni we go to the tomb together~

when we reached there

my other relatives are there already~

so i din have to do much cleaning work~ hehe~

in the end my job become to serve them drinks~

my uncle bring a container with some chinese tea in there~

we oso brought some ice to put it in so tat we could have some cold drinks~

after the cleaning~ we all bai bai n burn all the stuff for our great grandparent~

then of coz~ eating time~ feels juz like a picnic~ haha~

coz we got the cold drinks, the teochew kuih, siu yok, the chicken n oso the duck~ n oso a lot of fruits~

after tat~ the plan is to go to my grandpa tomb which is at bangsar there~

but then they choose to cancel it coz they say it might b terriblely traffic jam at there now~

so we all decided to go home~

its still early when i reach home~

i think its only around 10 or 11am

then tkp ask me to go movie~

b4 he gets me the further confirmation~

i took a nice nap to recharge myself~ hehe~

then at we go to 1u when evening~

we took dinner at old town

n i starting to hate old town dy~

coz the famous si mat nai cha taste so bad tat day~

its taste bitter n there is no taste of milk at all~

n may b becoz of the drinks~

it spoiled my mood until i feel tat the nasi lemak special oso din get my heart~

so there is half of nasi lemak left n the whole glass of simat naicha

well~ i think i wont go to tat old town again in 1u in tis short while~

then we go to play pool n the tai gu da ren~

then we watch the movie-clash of titan~

my comment is~

if u like story like legend n myth~

its quite a nice movie~

i like it~ ^^

the graphic is really nice for me~

i think 3D will b a good choice~ ^^

then here comes monday~

today i get the news tat i will get my job tis weekend

fri, sat, sun at pwtc~

well~ its a good news since i been wasting my time now~ haha~

rm100 per day~ i will get rm300 in total~

so y not?

so its seems like tis week gonna b a bz week for me~

coz tue i will go for driving lesson~

wed i will go for the briefing for the job~

thu i will have a date wif a secondary schoolmate~

fri i will start working untill next week~

anyway i still looking forward to enjoy tis week~^^

coz its been quite a while since i had a bz week like tis~

so now lets talk bout today~ which is tuesday~

i go for the driving lesson today~

well~ i din even noe how to start a car engine~

so i really is a newbie n a beginner~

today~ finally i noe tat driving is a tiring job~ ahaha~

especially for the manual car driver~

i pay my respect to u all~

erm~ i get to learn 3 point turn today~

n i had done it successfully a few times~

i think is 2 or 3 times~

when i start learning~ i sei fo once~

then when i m doing tat 3 point turn~

i sei fo once again~

so i totally sei fo 2 times today~

wat do u think for a beginner? haha~

another thing to talk bout is the weather~

when i going to the office~

my place raining~

then when i reach the office there~

the place is dry~ which means there is no rain there~

well~ when i learning~ its sunny day~

then in the middle~ its raining a bit~

then its stop n sunny again~ = =

n the temperature is still high n make me swt a lot~

hmmmm~ hate to swt~ ><

erm~ the bad news comes again~

i cant go for the job tis weekend~ ><

coz i oni able go pwtc coz my cousin is also working together~

n now turns out tat she is not available at friday n the supervisor cant allow tat~

so at the end~ we both lose the job~ ><

my schedule for tis week is empty again~

well~ may be its a sign tat i should concentrate more on my study~

then tonight~ i went to yum cha wif tkp n kah chun~

at cola club, prima there~

the food is so so~

the drinks is so so~

my drink is choco strawberry milk shake~

n its taste......

noe wat i mean?

u wan choco, not much of choco taste

wan strawberry, no strawberry taste~

tats wat i mean~

n the same for kah chun drink~

we oso ordered the french fried wif cola taste~

sound special~

well~ it does taste a bit sweet~

n the cola taste.....

did u ever eat a candy? the cola candy?

i think is the candy taste~

haha~ well~ juz to try it~

so we play cards there~

cho dai di~ my favourte~haha~

but i keep lose~ hmmm~ y ya?

hehe~ nvm~ i enjoyed~ ^^

a nice day except for the bad news......

~我@狂想曲~

今天莫名其妙的就想着要怎么赚大钱怎么样去成功
想着去当party gal~

好好赚~

想着去pub里面做工~

薪水漂亮极了~
4个小时，rm180以上

不过阿肯定一直被人抽水~

哈哈~

如果我可以不管别人的感受的话~

我是自己一个人的话~我会去做的

可是我有家人

亲爱的家人~

怎么我也不会人心伤害他们啊
之前我觉得去做是没有问题啊
反正妆画得那么浓
没人认得我的
反正在里面的时候我是另外一个人
出来了之后我还是我啊
只是我想到

现在这样想，以后不知道还能不能这么想哦~呵呵~
我不可能一直做这份工作
最多一两年
是怕出来的时候没有公司会要我了
哈哈

因为我想到
做两年

我就有钱还清全部贷款
有钱去考acca
但是出来了
要是公司问我之前两年都在干什么

我就不会答了

哈哈
其实啊~acca这个有没有想清楚啊
。。。。
哈哈
这个才是重点啊
对啊
还能想么？

我读到现在
这读下去就不可以后悔了哦
可是我为的不是这个东西么？
问自己咯
要高薪水的话

我其实希望晚年无忧啦~
哈哈~
要有心理准备哦
我有想过啊
不是想象中的容易哦

不过我不要一辈子都呆在公司里面

所以哦

想着~

这十年里面

我会让我自己在公司里面拼命
然后我就要转职业了

也许当个老师
这转变还真大
因为那时候可能结婚了
有孩子了
啊哈哈
老师的话比较方便
假期多~
哈哈~

然后再十年
哈哈

有本事的话~就开间店~

到时候店放着能赚钱~

孩子也差不多大了，

要旅行什么的都不难啊
呵呵~

我要是没有约束的话就会是疯子

我还想要做DJ 咧
哈哈~
觉得超酷的

还要做酒吧的bar tender 咧
哈哈
觉得还不错咯
哈哈

可是我不是只是想

真得想做

在里面站着倒酒罢了

= =

只是想到后来出来怎么办？

瞒得过家里人咩？
里面不能呆一辈子啊
刚刚我跟另一个男性朋友说

他劈头就一句不要啦

哈哈~

他说很复杂~
怕我给人家强奸去
==

弄到我也觉得很危险~
那他担心的也不是不没道理的

其实这个是要看那个地方是怎样的

不过的确是很多这样的事发生了
啊哈哈~

他叫我不要傻~

不要紧啦~

反正只是想想~

这样我就很开心了~

谁知道我以后会不会去做这些事情呢？