~hOLidAY mO0d v.S WorKIng M0od~

this september is full with holidays~

make me really not in the mood for working

ahaha~

khoon n neng gor birthday tis month

we all celebrating it together by having BBQ

we went crazy tat night having beer and chit chating

we had fun till late night so i got to stay 1 night at my cousin place

its been a while since i got to sleep so late/early which is 3/4 am....

haha~

me n my family went back to ipoh when hari raya

sleeping n eating days again~

ahaha~

grandmum seems to be very happy to see us come back

she muz b lonely......

i m so broke lo tis month

paying bills for other ppl is really a bad idea

ahaha

broke until i nid to "kill" my piggy bank....

lolx~ lucky my piggy very sang sing.....

hahaha~~~

bro quit his job dy

i wonder y

but he never wanna talk

then my parents kind of kek sam

haiz

so many problems come out suddenly

the mood all turn grey

juz wait him to settle his own shit himself la

~wOrK & fUn~

i started to work in an audit firm this august

its quite challenging as i need to take care of the secretary job fully started next month since i do not know how to do the job n my senior is leaving end of this month (>~<)

so charm lo

and still at the same time i need to do audit & tax also

really omg

but lucky now just pass the peak season

if not...... i should b dying~ hahaha~

hope that i could handle all without big mistake lor~~~

anyway..... i really should work harder.....

n for the fun part~

i went to clubbing last night with SJ n her frenz at zouk

special thx to SJ for inviting me to go along n oso guys who paid~ hehe~

its been a while since i went club i think......

i got to release my stress~ hoho~

i think i scared SJ's frenz le~

ahaha~

but i enjoyed~ ^v^

then when go to yum cha

they all say i m enjoyed~ hehe~

they should c how me club with Ashley them~

ahahaha~~~~

i done something crazy last night

i wonder y i did that..... which i normally wont have done like tat....

so i guess i should leave it in the dance floor~

what past is past~

please come back to real world now~

~day@night~

recently~

my life is totally messed up coz

~~~~~~the FIFA Wolrd Cup~~~~~~

while it come to the final 8 team~

i juz cant stop myself to watch the match even its midnight~

i love Germany~!

but too bad they did not got to the final match for the World Cup~

well~ at least they got into top 4~ hehe~

and the best part is to watch those handsome guys~

wahahaha~ so~

because of i always stay up too late at night,

i become to always go into sleep when its bright n early~

n then~

i will wake up only at afternoon.... XP

kind of dai sei~

well~ who cares~ ^v^

since i m still jobless right now~

i guess i will juz continue to enjoy this kind of "freedom"~

to sleep whenever i want~ wahaha~

but i really hope tat i can got a job soon~

coz i m BROKE!!!! >_<

so i should keep praying.... i guess.....

haha~

~失落~

突然

我发现一件事

那就是你已经把我从你得friendlist里面delete了

哈~

我的反应？

除了错愕，还有一些生气，和无奈

我自问没有权力过问你的一切行动

可是真得有必要吗？

真得觉得很难理解你了

也许给你这不是一件什么大不了的事情

但是

对于我来说

这个行动=绝交

想要与我断绝所有关系的意思

我~只有让我忍无可忍的人

我才会对他做这种事

没有去质问过你这件事

反正你也不一定会给我答案

也许是连个反应都得不到也说不定~

自讨没趣的事

我才不干

拿自己的热脸去贴你的冷屁股

我自问也高攀不起~

无疑

我的确是很不爽

我开始怀疑

我是不是这么让人讨厌了？

虽然我是不在乎别人对我的看法

但是你我毕竟曾经那么熟悉，那么要好

我毕竟在乎着我们之间的情分

可是你已经如此表现

实在让我心酸，心寒

惊叹人心的变幻

现在才知道

你曾经认识的人

无论你以前对他有多么的了解

一旦对方的心思观念一转变

你甚至不会知道他已经有所改变

直到

伤害的出现

别以为世界上有不变的真心

掏心自问

我以尽自己最大的努力

试着挽回我们的友情

可是都被你冷漠的溅踩在地上

事到如今

我无需为你低声下气

我没有必要放低尊严

你对我做的事情

已经让我的心冷了

已经对你不再有任何期望

日后

你我再不相识

就算遇见了

你我也不过是个被彼此遗忘的路人罢了

i m back ~(^0^)~

long time din come back jor
last month~
i m bz on working wif sharon
sharon is opening gift shop at ipoh, lost world of tambun
so she ask me to go n help~
so i follow her go to ipoh to work for 3 weeks
as we r juz starting the new shop
so we need to set up all the things there
the stands, all the price tag for the goods
we took 1 week to set up the shop
then start the business
the other 2 weeks
we keep on display more n more goods
the management there r very kepoh 1 lor
keep on complain on our things
tis 1 cant b sell here, tat 1 oso cant b sell here
due to we r renting their place
so we have to obey their rules
in the end we got no choice but to keep back all the things tat they do not allow us to sell
during the 3 weeks
i got the chance to play there oso
hehe~
the comment is
the facilities r not bad lor~
the best thing bout tat place is the view, the mountain, the environment
all the green colours surrounding the themepark
the feeling is damn good~
hahaha~
they got hotspring, all the water slide, petting zoo n tiger ville
they oso got other activities like jungle tracking n adventure in the cave
if u enjoyed urselg there, then it can b a very nice experience~
as i m working there
we stay at the apartment rented nearby the theme park
there is a swimming pool there
n there is no ppl using it in the morning
hehe~
so i go to swim in the morning n own the pool~~~ wahaha~
but oni in the morning~ well~ tats great enough for me~ hehe~

after tat 3 weeks
i finally came back to kl~
home sweet home~
my mum say i got darker
haha~
i tot she will say i become slimmer
oh well~ i ate so much at ipoh~
did not grew fat is good enough already~
there r so much tasty food at ipoh~~~~ ^0^
love the food there~~~

then now i m home
searching for a full time office job
i went for a few interview
and then they all ask me to wait~
so i m waiting~ waiting~ n waiting~
well~ i guess i need more interview~ ahaha~

~mother day + kai ma birthday~

last sunday
we celebrate mother day n kai ma birthday at see eng there
coz as all of us wanna treat our mums dinner at tat night
so we decided to throw a simple party for all the mums
n we oso wanna celebrate kai ma birthday as her big day is coming soon....
me, sis n bro decided to give kai ma a hand bag as a present~

at the party
the kids r the most excited 1~
tha food tat night is very nice~
thx to our beloved see eng's mum~
(its mother day but still nid someone's mum to cook~ XD)
we have 2 cake tat night
blueberries cake for all the mums~
we have 5 mummys tat night~
then another 1 which is pandan layer is for our single pretty kai ma~
as she is single~ pandan layer which not so sweet is more suitable to her~
haha~ tats juz wat i tot~
once the candle was blow~
the kids r the 1 to get the cake 1st
so weird~ it should b the birthday gal n mums get it 1st~
but well~ the kids dun care~
tats y they r called kids..... ^^
anyway~ the mums sure let the kids have it 1st~
haha~ tats is oso y they r mums~

its mother day
but i din prepare any present for my mum....
y? i dun noe~ i cant find things tat i can buy for her~
i guess i m not a gud gal.....
she dun like jewelry
coz she din get to wear it
coz she din go out often
coz she is a baby sitter
she likes new cloths
but she din get many chance to wear it
to go shopping
to go out n have fun~
i always thinking~
i noe wat she likes~
she love travelling
but our financial position cant allow tat
so i have a dream~
i will bring her to travel hwne i afford to do so~
i will make sure tat i will make tis dream com true~
so forgive me now~ i love u mum~ always~ muacks~~~~~~~

~劳动节=BFF Day~

好久没回来了
有时候会懒惰回来
唉

五月一号那天
我和最好的朋友们一起度过~
前一天晚上
我和bobo就去到了ashley家
通宵麻将~
我输得好惨啊。。。><
不过久久一次
难得和好朋友一起
所以无所谓~
然后早上六点多才睡觉
差不多11点就起来了
我们几个就去麦当劳吃我们的早午餐~
然后回到ashley家等huiling和kerk
一面等着他们的时候
我们又开始打麻将了
等到他们到了的时候
ashley忙着化妆
就变成了我，bobo和huiling打~
结果 = =
我真的不适合赌钱吧
一炮双响 = =lll
然后ashley化好妆了
我就让给她玩
结果他们全部化好了妆在那边打麻将
哈哈~都不舍得出门
拖到很久
我们才出门去wangsa walk的T.G.I Friday吃晚餐~
我们等着食物的时候就不停的拍照~
等到食物来了也要先帮食物拍了照片才舍得吃~
原本他们还作弄我
要我说自己当天生日的= =
然后他们才告诉我说生日的人要唱歌的
结果快快告诉他们说我们只是开玩笑的
哈哈~
然后我们到wangsa walk走走消化一下~
后来就又回去继续玩了
huiling因为另外还有约就先赶回去
然后也一点再回来找我们
后来kahchun也来了
都最后
huiling带买leonard和rocky一起来了
rocky一进来
lara就发难了
不停的吠rocky
大概是吃醋了
连食物都不让rocky吃~
不知怎么的
全屋子里的人都停下了他们原本正在做的事情
都站着看着他们两个做印度戏~
哈哈~
原本还想看看他们两个交配的
可是关系搞得那么差
lara还想咬人家 = =
当大家知道看不成现场的live show了
就回去做自己的事情了
然后rocky最后只能找枕头玩了~
哈哈~就这样胡闹~
我们到了四点半才回家
结果我回到家都快五点了

疯狂的和他们聚会了~
真得很开心~
以后我们都订了这一天
是我们的BFF日~
是我们这几个bitchy frenz必定要聚在一起的日子
哈哈~
所以命名为BFF day= bitchy frenz forever day~^^
希望大家真得能每一年都至少聚一次咯~

~a "lost" week~

after the exam

i still go to work everyday~

then benny suddenly called me

ask me to work as promoter for the weekend
but i din take it

coz i tot i still nid to stick to the shop

RM160 gone like tat

i dun even have any pay for the current job

><

coz a promise n the friendship

well....

wat to do?

a promise is a promise

actually i din feel like lost anything when i reject him

i still feel tat i enjoy it now.....

then the next day

its wed

L&M tell me no nid to come anymore jor ><

haiz....

then i feel so paiseh to ask back benny for the job....

at the end

i turn out to become the gal sitting at home whole day again

n i really lost the RM160 jor.... for me to sit at home nia ><



thu

me, kerk, n chee mei go to sing k at green box

we r going to met each other at green box there

i din manage to have my breakfast tat day

so i went to buy the zhang yu wan

n bring it into greenbox to eat

haha~

three of us share share lo

each of us get 1~

then after we eat we leave the box on the table

then the staff there found out~

so we get a little lecturing from them

then they took away the box~

haha~

3 of us oso din eat breakfast

so we all keep on eat the snack n drinks

whole day oni eat snack nia

already feel very full when come out from there

we have a very ice singing session there~

we all sing the old song

the feeling is really nice

kerk n me oso make the song very yum~ haha~

then after tat

we go for a little shopping downstair

we juz simply go into any shop n look at the product then leave

haha~

feel like we juz wanna kacau nia

then finally HL come to met us after his work

each of us bought something in a shop

i forgot the name jor

all i noe is the product is all from japan n everything is RM5 nia

then we have our dinner at kim gary~

we chat a lot since we long time din gather like tis dy

we r planning to go for clubbing next week

well.... everything is still in planning~

then we all go home~

i m the last 1 who reach home~

haha~

no choice

i m coming from far far away~



fri

another driving lesson today

uncle let me drive to the learning place

i nid to go through 4 traffic lights.....

= =

i m so lausy

sei fo 2 times at the same traffic light....

somemore kena a guy horn me ><

so charm....

then finally i reach the learning place

today learn side parking

oso keep sei fo leh~

haha~

then knock down the stick 2 times

haiz....

tis time charm jor......

then when drive home
uncle keep say me drive too fast jor

hmmmmm.... 40km/h very fast hor?

may b really fast for the beginner

haha~

then at night

yum cha wif tkp n kc

then~

whole night chit chat nonsense again~

ahaha~

so there it goes my friday



sat~ which is today~

nothing much happen for today

ying hui come to stay at my place again~

so i whole day play wif her

then we took nap together

at night

my cousin is having a birthday party

so we have a little fun there~ took pic~

then i went out to 1u playing pool again

chat a lot wif my dear bobo~

looking forward to meet her again~

she say she will come join us to club if its possible~

hoho~

happy happy~

hope tat we could have fun next week~ ^^


currently i m very free~

coz i have no job n important things to do~

hmmmm~

feeling lost again~

nervous n uncertain for the kind job to look for

well.....

may b i should focus on my driving license 1st~

tats wat HL told me~

he say after work no mood n time to take the test oso~

so.....

may b i should focus on tis 1....

~忙碌的日子~

刚刚过的这个星期还蛮充实的
每天都有去店里帮忙~
午餐都是老板包的
给我钱自己出去吃~
结果我跑到去麦当劳吃~
哈哈~
隔了两条街也要跑过去哦~
真贪吃~
没办法~
附近就只有mamak和一间餐室
迟一点去杂饭都没有菜了~
唯有走远一点咯~
但也不能天天吃~
很胖~
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星期三那天做半天~
然后下午去学车~
这次就惨了
因为精神不集中
加上我没有注意
天气又热
死活了很多次一下~
哈哈~
学上山~
然后自己驾回来~
吓死我~
下车了才感觉到自己的心跳~
哈哈~
很逊~
============================
然后星期四和星期五~
集中精神读书~
星期四在图书馆里面呆了一整天
bc也在
原本以为只是我们两个
哪里知道越来越多人
yifu也来了
最后heng也到了
干脆我们要了一间diccussion room
一整天都在讨论hedging
我都听不懂他们在说什么 = =
因为我才刚开始读
好惨啊
读了很久还是看不懂
更别说会不会做了
我们都有带糖果进去哦~
只有yifu和bc比较过分
一个带了rocky进来
另一个直接带面包进来~ = =
结果我们都在偷吃的时候
一位工作人员在巡视
yifu直接把他那个rocky丢到地上去~
哈哈~
我们还要忍着到那个人走了才敢笑
一打瞌睡的时候大家都找糖果吃
提神啊~
结果很快吃完~
得到的结论是明天要带多一点来~
哈哈~
这天爸爸没有做工
他特地载我去图书馆的说
然后回家的时候没办法
只好自己搭车
从早上9am++就在图书馆里面到6pm++
搭车的时候没有精神了
一直睡觉
结果都过了家的车站
只好下车自己走路回去了
回去了还不是很甘愿
继续读hedging到接近早上五点
结果还是不会
显。。。
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星期五
一样九点早上就到图书馆了
然后到了中午的时候
就去了hy家
和ashley,hy 一起继续读书
大家都很拼
我自己的压力很大
当问题看了几次还是不会的时候我的眼泪几度都快流出来了
因为这是最后一个
唯一一个resit
如果不及格的话就要明年才能重考
而且真得不能和大家一起毕业了
我要和大家一起参加毕业典礼啦
如果明年才毕业的话真得没有意思了
所以压力真得很大
我们都分秒逼真地在攻读认为重要的部分
结果我们一起读到半夜
我从两点去休息到五点
然后就继续冲刺到考试
=====================================
今天~
就是决定性的日子
一进去考场
看了考题
心情就不是那么好了
因为有一题和exercise完全一样
可是就是我最不懂得hedging
每个问题我都会一半不会一半
我很尽力的回答每一个问题
在theory 部分尽量写我会的东西下去
在计算部分尽量做会的
真得很期望我自己能pass这科
如果我做了那么多还是不及格的话
我真得不知道我会又怎么样的反应
哈哈~
不过都考了出来了
接下来也只能等成绩了
然后我就回去hy家
睡觉~
到傍晚才跟爸爸的车回家~
几天没有上网了~
今天的我解放了~
自由了~^^
yipee~~~~~~~~~

~wat a job~

well~
last time i said i lose my job
then now i get another job~
L&M is opening a shop near by my place
they nid ppl who they can trust to handle the cash
so they ask me to help~
ok~
help mah~
i say i will charge~
they say okok~
then i cant say dun wan work jor lo~
so~
yesterday~
the grand opening of tat shop~
i went to help~
after i reached
both of them went out to get the remaining stock
left me n 2 malay gals in the shop
whole day
my job is to wrap the teddy bears n to arrange the watch~
i must say~
it seems simple~
yup~ its simple job but quite time consuming~
lets talk bout the watch~
i nid to fill in 3 counters~
full wif watch~~~~~~~~~
hmmmmm~~~~~~~
yesterday n today~
i juz manage to fill in 1 n a half counter~
too much watch~
then nid to b the cashier oso~
L&M oni come back around 7pm
bring in 24 boxes of stock~ = =
then~
after whole days of hard working~
i still play games till 2am++ oni go to sleep~
ahahah~~~~~
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
then today~
my job is to tag the price all the toys~
arrange them~ arrange the sunglassess~
then come back to the watch job again~ ><
for a while the 'boss' all go behind dun noe do wat~
i guard the cashier again~
1 of the malay gal din come for work today~
L&M tell me she quit~
coz she wan go work at 7-11 = =
i wonder izzit better at tat side~
they oso told me tat these 2 gals owes got excuses to come in late
or to go out~ or watever~
hmmm~ its seems like i m the gud gal there~
haha~
there is a CC beside us~
the other side is the car repairing shop~
quite noisy for the noise from car engine~ = =
hmmm~ lets talk bout the shop~
it got sell a lot of things~
stuff toys, pillow, slipper, gals assesseries, watch, cap, cosmetic, bags, stationery......
n a lots more~
its kind like a gift shop~
but oso feels like a mart~
haha~
the price is really quite affordable~
hehe~ i m thinking when to buy the things tat i spoted~
the bags, n lot of other things~ ><
wish they pay me enuf salary to buy all the things there~
ahahahaha~ ^^

~工作@kacau~

今天呢~

d让我到jusco去找他吃饭

因为他这个星期在那里工作

因为没有东西做的关系~

前一晚我4am++才睡觉

所以快12pm的时候我才起身

去到刚好吃午饭的时间

呵呵~

一进去

只看到很多人

我吓倒了

还以为自己忘记了今天是什么日子

后来才知道今天是j-card day

人潮多到。。。

d很忙一下

很迟才能出来吃饭

结果就和他的同事一起吃午餐

因为d说过邀请我吃午饭

他就硬硬把钱塞给我 = =

想推都推不了~

他直接塞进我包包里了

算了~

早知道叫贵一点的东西吃咯

哈哈~

然后就去他卖的东西那边捣蛋一下

哈哈~

以前我自己也在那边part time啊

就一直去找那些aunty聊天

kacau他们做工~

不过我也很得空~

就顺便帮他们推销~

哈哈~

就这样跑来跑去

东边聊完了到西边

然后又回去中间

和大家都相处融洽的说~

我之前作的那个公司也有人在哦

不过是上司级的

哈哈~

就不敢打扰了~

这样子一直跑来跑去~

也能溜达到5pm++ = =

d还叫我留到他收工。。。。

真的是汗死了

他10pm++才收工

我就说我陪他站那么久的话

他也该付我工钱了

哈哈~

他当然说好咯 = =

说大话一流~

他问我要做工吗？

我说你都知道的啦

我的价钱对你们来说很高一下

哈哈~

他就笑笑说就是啊

我的价钱还吓倒了他的老板呢~

干脆把我娶过去

他就省很多了

除了帮他卖东西还能当私人的会计师帮他处理私人帐目 = =

真是快翻白眼了

比我还会算咯

哈哈~

真是个可爱的男生~

他说他加入了这个新公司很忙

而且这个project又是他的

据说会忙到六月

南下北上~

甚至还要去新加坡

恩~看不出来~

他以前还是傻傻的样子

小跟班一样的跟着某人~

现在也过的还不错的样子哦~

真心希望他顺顺利利的~

以后会更成功~ ^^

~if i never knew u~

if i never knew u~

i wont b the person i m right now~

we been through something together~

we went through it~

we stick together~

but at the end~

when there should b the best part of our life~

y r we still apart?

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if i never knew u~

if i never taste tis love~

i wont have to b pretending i m fine~

when i saw u there~

but i cant b close to u~

cant even speak to u~

cant even think of tat~

coz it make me feel sad~

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if i never knew u~

if i never held u~

i wont b missing the temperature of ur body~

cant touch ur face~

cant c through ur eyes~

to c me is inside there~

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if i never knew u~

i wont noe how precious life could b~

i wont noe how nice is the feeling to b loved by u~

i wont noe tat how hard is to b apart~

i wont noe tat i been blessed to b wif u~

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if oni i never knew u~

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i hope tat i will always b wif u~

forever~~~~~~~~

~all about this week~

the last sunday~

its ching ming~

so me n family went to sao mu at kuala selangor~

its our great grandparent tomb~

the night b4 tat

i oni went to sleep at 4am

then i nid to wake up at 6am~

so overall i juz have a nap of 2 hours then i start my new day again~

i wear a grey pant n a black t-shirt

but immediately i got scold by my mum~

she ask me to change my pants coz its grey, it will easily get dirty~

then she oso ask me to change my t-shirt

coz its black~ = =

i dun really understand y i cant wear black~

anyway~ i still have to change my whole dress up~

so in the end i got myself change into a black pants n a white t-shirt~

then we went to eat dim sum~

2 of my uncle came n meet us at the restaurant there~

then oni we go to the tomb together~

when we reached there

my other relatives are there already~

so i din have to do much cleaning work~ hehe~

in the end my job become to serve them drinks~

my uncle bring a container with some chinese tea in there~

we oso brought some ice to put it in so tat we could have some cold drinks~

after the cleaning~ we all bai bai n burn all the stuff for our great grandparent~

then of coz~ eating time~ feels juz like a picnic~ haha~

coz we got the cold drinks, the teochew kuih, siu yok, the chicken n oso the duck~ n oso a lot of fruits~

after tat~ the plan is to go to my grandpa tomb which is at bangsar there~

but then they choose to cancel it coz they say it might b terriblely traffic jam at there now~

so we all decided to go home~

its still early when i reach home~

i think its only around 10 or 11am

then tkp ask me to go movie~

b4 he gets me the further confirmation~

i took a nice nap to recharge myself~ hehe~

then at we go to 1u when evening~

we took dinner at old town

n i starting to hate old town dy~

coz the famous si mat nai cha taste so bad tat day~

its taste bitter n there is no taste of milk at all~

n may b becoz of the drinks~

it spoiled my mood until i feel tat the nasi lemak special oso din get my heart~

so there is half of nasi lemak left n the whole glass of simat naicha

well~ i think i wont go to tat old town again in 1u in tis short while~

then we go to play pool n the tai gu da ren~

then we watch the movie-clash of titan~

my comment is~

if u like story like legend n myth~

its quite a nice movie~

i like it~ ^^

the graphic is really nice for me~

i think 3D will b a good choice~ ^^

then here comes monday~

today i get the news tat i will get my job tis weekend

fri, sat, sun at pwtc~

well~ its a good news since i been wasting my time now~ haha~

rm100 per day~ i will get rm300 in total~

so y not?

so its seems like tis week gonna b a bz week for me~

coz tue i will go for driving lesson~

wed i will go for the briefing for the job~

thu i will have a date wif a secondary schoolmate~

fri i will start working untill next week~

anyway i still looking forward to enjoy tis week~^^

coz its been quite a while since i had a bz week like tis~

so now lets talk bout today~ which is tuesday~

i go for the driving lesson today~

well~ i din even noe how to start a car engine~

so i really is a newbie n a beginner~

today~ finally i noe tat driving is a tiring job~ ahaha~

especially for the manual car driver~

i pay my respect to u all~

erm~ i get to learn 3 point turn today~

n i had done it successfully a few times~

i think is 2 or 3 times~

when i start learning~ i sei fo once~

then when i m doing tat 3 point turn~

i sei fo once again~

so i totally sei fo 2 times today~

wat do u think for a beginner? haha~

another thing to talk bout is the weather~

when i going to the office~

my place raining~

then when i reach the office there~

the place is dry~ which means there is no rain there~

well~ when i learning~ its sunny day~

then in the middle~ its raining a bit~

then its stop n sunny again~ = =

n the temperature is still high n make me swt a lot~

hmmmm~ hate to swt~ ><

erm~ the bad news comes again~

i cant go for the job tis weekend~ ><

coz i oni able go pwtc coz my cousin is also working together~

n now turns out tat she is not available at friday n the supervisor cant allow tat~

so at the end~ we both lose the job~ ><

my schedule for tis week is empty again~

well~ may be its a sign tat i should concentrate more on my study~

then tonight~ i went to yum cha wif tkp n kah chun~

at cola club, prima there~

the food is so so~

the drinks is so so~

my drink is choco strawberry milk shake~

n its taste......

noe wat i mean?

u wan choco, not much of choco taste

wan strawberry, no strawberry taste~

tats wat i mean~

n the same for kah chun drink~

we oso ordered the french fried wif cola taste~

sound special~

well~ it does taste a bit sweet~

n the cola taste.....

did u ever eat a candy? the cola candy?

i think is the candy taste~

haha~ well~ juz to try it~

so we play cards there~

cho dai di~ my favourte~haha~

but i keep lose~ hmmm~ y ya?

hehe~ nvm~ i enjoyed~ ^^

a nice day except for the bad news......

~我@狂想曲~

今天莫名其妙的就想着要怎么赚大钱怎么样去成功
想着去当party gal~

好好赚~

想着去pub里面做工~

薪水漂亮极了~
4个小时，rm180以上

不过阿肯定一直被人抽水~

哈哈~

如果我可以不管别人的感受的话~

我是自己一个人的话~我会去做的

可是我有家人

亲爱的家人~

怎么我也不会人心伤害他们啊
之前我觉得去做是没有问题啊
反正妆画得那么浓
没人认得我的
反正在里面的时候我是另外一个人
出来了之后我还是我啊
只是我想到

现在这样想，以后不知道还能不能这么想哦~呵呵~
我不可能一直做这份工作
最多一两年
是怕出来的时候没有公司会要我了
哈哈

因为我想到
做两年

我就有钱还清全部贷款
有钱去考acca
但是出来了
要是公司问我之前两年都在干什么

我就不会答了

哈哈
其实啊~acca这个有没有想清楚啊
。。。。
哈哈
这个才是重点啊
对啊
还能想么？

我读到现在
这读下去就不可以后悔了哦
可是我为的不是这个东西么？
问自己咯
要高薪水的话

我其实希望晚年无忧啦~
哈哈~
要有心理准备哦
我有想过啊
不是想象中的容易哦

不过我不要一辈子都呆在公司里面

所以哦

想着~

这十年里面

我会让我自己在公司里面拼命
然后我就要转职业了

也许当个老师
这转变还真大
因为那时候可能结婚了
有孩子了
啊哈哈
老师的话比较方便
假期多~
哈哈~

然后再十年
哈哈

有本事的话~就开间店~

到时候店放着能赚钱~

孩子也差不多大了，

要旅行什么的都不难啊
呵呵~

我要是没有约束的话就会是疯子

我还想要做DJ 咧
哈哈~
觉得超酷的

还要做酒吧的bar tender 咧
哈哈
觉得还不错咯
哈哈

可是我不是只是想

真得想做

在里面站着倒酒罢了

= =

只是想到后来出来怎么办？

瞒得过家里人咩？
里面不能呆一辈子啊
刚刚我跟另一个男性朋友说

他劈头就一句不要啦

哈哈~

他说很复杂~
怕我给人家强奸去
==

弄到我也觉得很危险~
那他担心的也不是不没道理的

其实这个是要看那个地方是怎样的

不过的确是很多这样的事发生了
啊哈哈~

他叫我不要傻~

不要紧啦~

反正只是想想~

这样我就很开心了~

谁知道我以后会不会去做这些事情呢？

~when i miss u~

~when i say i miss u~

~i really mean it~

~this feeling comes all the time~

~when i saw the other couple~

~when i doing something tat we use to do b4~

~when i m at the place we had been b4~

~when i heard of the funny but sweet thing between couple~

~when i recall the things tat we use to talk about~

~when i remembered the things tat we always argue about~

~when i put on the ring n bracelet tat u gifted me~

~when my frenz ask me m i still single now?

~when my frenz ask me y dun i couple wif XXX?

~when i nid u~

~when i cry~

~when i suffer~

~when i happy~

~when i enjoy~

~when i c ur name when fb~

~when i c ur name when msn~

~when i c ur name when searching the contact list~

~when i look at the place u work~

~when i pass the shop~

~when i hang out wif the other guys~

~when none of them can replace the emptyness in my heart~

~when i still feel blur bout all the things tat happen~

i guess

tat means something

i guess

tat means i love u

but i guess

i will go on

coz u dun nid me

n

i wont nid u anymore......

~某人@奇怪~

不知道为什么

总觉得某人在逃避我

也不知道这样是好事还是坏事

总觉得他自己说的话

却也没有彻底做好

所以也让自己想了很多

往事历历在目

已经不会有太大的情绪波动

总是感慨

不过也没有什么事情是我能做的了

最近~

总觉得另一个某人有问题

怎么都不联络了呢？

怎么联络他都没有反应呢

到底是怎么了？

我让人讨厌了吗？

也许吧

我变的讨人厌了

可是原来也不止我一个有这样的问题啊

这某人连其他人也不管了

真奇怪

我发现啊

又有一个某人

总觉得他的思想不正确

有个不好的观点

把自己想的东西在别人面前毫不犹豫的表达出来

可到了见到关键人物的时候

就马上改变了

当然我不希望这某人去影响关键人物

可是这某人也太执迷不悟了

关键人物一走了

某人有恢复原状了

让我对他有了反感

觉得他这样很讨厌

结果和某人沟通不良

都不想和这某人说话了

还有一个某人

总是不出声的

可是好象有些什么事

有人看出眉头了

可是某人还是不声不声的

笑嘻嘻的

不错不错

等看什么时候某人自己把话说出来吧~

~考车@amali~

13-3-10 星期六

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今天又要回去kajang听6个小时的amali

可是柜台的aunty说两三点就能回到来了哦

不知道她有没有骗人咧

惯列~又是睡眠不足的状态~

因为昨晚去了看戏

回去了又不舍得睡觉跑去上网 Xp

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因为今天是星期六

所以超级多人的

结果uncle竟然带着我们插位了

哈哈~

也不算插位啦

就跑去排没有人的柜台然后叫人来开柜台

不算插位嘛

真聪明~

哈哈~

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结果很快的我们就进了教室

里面很冷哦

一个小小的房间里面就有四架冷气机了

夸张~

还好我今天有穿冷衣

可是我们进去的时候旁边和后面的位子都没了

唯有坐在中间 = =

想睡觉都不行啊

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上半场以来

不是很清楚他是在说什么

让我们去休息时

为了不再打瞌睡

我和ts买了一包花生回来 = =

两个人一面听课一面吃花生

还要坐在中间那么显眼的地方

全场也只有我们两个那么过分了

啊哈哈~

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到最后还是不知道他在说什么

只是他说可以签名走人的时候就听懂了

两个人立刻拍拍屁股去签名然后走人

可是等uncle也等了好久啊 = =

我一上车就睡觉了

睡得还好

最后回到甲洞了

ts请吃饭

嘿嘿~

他说因为没有请过

请一次就好~

啊哈哈~

吃johnny's~

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然后他说要去找朋友

我就自己去了popular

用rm39.90买下了龙猫系列的dvd

真开心~

最喜欢龙猫了~^^

结果回到家就开始褒龙猫咯~ ^^

~undang@乱来~

11-3-10

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今天考试哦

考undang咯

又是在睡不醒的状态去到那里等待

前一晚还到GK找朋友喝茶到半夜

基本上全部的问题都是随便看了就算 = =

在等待的时候我和ts还不停的在聊天

别人却在看着那本簿子 = =

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去到考试了

结果自己很多题都是靠猜得

啊哈哈~

不到二十分钟就做好了还检查了一遍

一看成绩~

42/50

真是万幸了

啊哈哈~

还好及格了~

不然我会哭的咯~ ><

六个人一起去考

两位失败了

一个是因为眼睛有问题吧 = =

另一个是真得不及格了

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结果回到去还不到10am

太早了

连要去jusco逛逛都不能

最后只好回家咯

回到家我就去继续睡觉了~

后来干了些什么

我也忘了

啊哈哈~ ^^

~考试@唱歌~

9-3-10

这天回去了wangsa

帮hy考英文

哈哈~太的空了~跑去帮他当抢手了~

这是要去UK的英文考试

所以他很担心

其实我也怕我会帮他搞砸了

大家看到我的出现的时候

表情都很惊讶一下咯

因为之前我都告诉别人我没有出国嘛

很明显我是去帮人了咯

哈哈~

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看到essay问题的时候差点没有吓死

问题竟然是关于credit crunch的

结果大家都慌了

不过都乱七八糟的写一通

到最后我的那份考卷写了ashley的名字

然后ashley的就写了hy的名字

hy的就乱七八糟的写了一个名字下去

不过没有交上去的

原本打算考完了就去唱歌的

可是大家又害怕下午会中interview

结果等啊等

100++的人只中了6个

我们都没有份啊~嘿嘿~

变成4pm才去唱歌

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不知怎么的

大家在开始没多久的时候都出去了

说去看电脑之类的东西

剩下我和ashley,hy

hy又不唱歌的

就变成我和ashley一直轮流

我们两个就一直点老歌，英文歌

因为其他人好像都不太喜爱这样的歌

等到他们回来的时候都快完了

我的声音都没有了

啊哈哈~

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然后我和ashley,hy去了晚餐

不知道是哪里了

虽然是路边摊

但是咖哩猪肠粉的味道对我来说可是一流的~^^

好喜欢~期待再去吃~

然后他们就送我回家了~

（ps:因为当了枪手，今天几乎都没有用到钱哦~嘿嘿~^^）

~考车@kursus~

4-3-2010 星期四

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前一个晚上和sj,kp去了喝茶

吃刨兵和打桌球

混到了十二点多

然后又和bin聊电话到一两点

不知道为什么都有聊到海啸

结果睡觉的时候做了恶梦

梦见海啸来了 = =

三点多就惊醒了

然后一直睡不下去

在床上滚啊滚

结果一看时间

五点了

心想反正都睡不下去了就爬了起来

反正本来都打算六点起身了

要在七点半去集合然后动身去听kursus

去洗个澡

开电脑

线上基本上是没有人的

（谁会那么早起来开电脑啊？ = =）

然后还自己做了早餐

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终于去集合了

等啊等，和ts聊啊聊

结果接近九点才出发

原本以为在近近罢了

谁知道去到kajang去 = =

从甲洞到那边花了近一个小时吧

我又坐在小货车里最不舒服的位置

后面右边

根本没有的休息

结果到了那里

我看着讲师在钓鱼了 @_@

就这样熬到下午

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回到甲洞

托bin来载我回家，顺便去喝茶（肚子很饿了~）

真是好人~ ^^

回到家都接近六点了

然后小睡一下

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七点多kp的电话就来了

又邀我一起去打桌球~

我看他真的是打上瘾了

结果又出去了

最后回到家又是12pm++

反而我有精神了

上网~

两三点才睡觉~

~~~~~很累的一天啊~~~~~

不过挺开心充实的^^

~朋友@喝茶~

昨晚和diploma的朋友们在genting klang的station 1喝茶

我，yu yan, shu juan, kah chun, lu yin & kui piao

很久没有见面了

yu yan每次说要搞gathering

结果到现在还是没有弄成

都是jerman talk=德国讲（得个讲）

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整个晚上

感觉上我最吱喳

我们这个桌子很吵很吵

吃饱喝饱了

我们还在那里玩poker，black jack

突然听见了很吸引的歌声

台上那个男的

捧着吉他唱这一首英语男女合唱的情歌

他的声音

一流

真的是听进我的心里去了

第一次

听到歌声会感觉心跳

很震撼

迷住了 XP

整个桌子的人都在起哄

都说要找那个男的拍照啦，拿电话号码啦，带他回家啦之类的

啊哈哈

还真想叫他encho那首歌

后来换了另一个男的上去唱

他的声音也很不错

但是还是前一个男生让我留下更深刻的印象

整个晚上的歌曲都算熟悉

感觉还不错

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到了一点多

我们才肯散场回家

当然少不了我们的“全家福”

哈哈

不过在朋友手上

等拿到了再放上来。。。。^^

~紫色@蓝色~

当紫色和蓝色碰在一起的时候

会发生什么事呢？

变成了浑浊的颜色？还是更漂亮的颜色？

要用怎样的比例？

紫色多一点？还是蓝色多一点？

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经常做梦

梦里的颜色

都不太记得了

但是我希望它是紫色的

对一个人的思念

没有颜色

可是我总觉得它是蓝色的

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各种颜色的意思

我不明白

可是我喜欢的

是浅浅的紫色

和那天空的蓝色

两个不一样的颜色

却是都牵动着我的颜色

不为什么

只是因为喜欢